RevRenee
Founder-Wehemu
Reged: 06/12/01
Posts: 2727
Loc: Racine Wisconsin
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Em hotep all!
As I always say African Traditional religions are first and formost concerned with LIFE
I have found that when I am living Ma'at, when I am really on track with both those activities that are directly religious and the rest of my life....some wonderful things happen and good things seem to open up and fall my way.
That is not to say being on path is always easy
I thought we might want to discuss how we recognize when we are and are not "on path".
Thoughts?:
-------------------- Rev Renee Levant, Hemet Sekhmet & Aset
Founder & Wehemu & Educational Director
Per Ankh: The Traditional Religion of Ancient Egypt
http://www.per-ankh.org
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Llyne_Merytamon
Priest Candidate / Pacific Northwest Regional Coordinator
Reged: 08/10/02
Posts: 519
Loc: Seattle, WA -- Land of Tefnut!
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Em hotep *bow*
Oddly appropriate timing -- for the past two evenings I've done Daily Rite, for the first time in a long time. Consistent practice isn't currently one of my strong points.
I've been struggling with depression, and yesterday (the first day after starting again), things were much easier than usual. I had the energy and the mindset to do tasks I'd been procrastinating on, things I knew would make me feel better but just seemed overwhelming - dishes, laundry, balancing the checkbook, grocery shopping, etc.
All this after an incredibly hectic day at work, that I managed to walk out of in a decent mood.
Being able to do these things makes me feel better, and I know that they are things that make me feel better when they're done in and of themselves.
Stopping to check in with Netjer and really acknowledge where I was and how I was feeling, and ask for help, did a lot for me -- started a positive spiral upwards.
I became more aligned and in tune with Ma'at. 
-- Llyne Merytamon.
-------------------- You can surrender
Without a prayer
But never really pray
Pray without surrender -- Rush
Llyne Burton, Priest Candidate
Per Ankh: The Traditional Religion of Ancient Egypt
http://www.per-ankh.org
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WabSandie
Senior Wab Priest /Ritual Coordinator
Reged: 04/11/02
Posts: 898
Loc: Austin, TX, USA
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Em hotep! *bow*
Great topic!
When I am on path, I feel alive, energetic, inspired, optimistic, fulfilled, like the world is good, like I have unlimited options, and like what I do matters. Things go more smoothly, like fewer traffic hassles, fewer problems at work, all sorts of little and big reminders that the world is harmonious. I tend to notice more beauty in the world and just feel more open, more joyous, more "right".
When I am not on path, I am grumpy, low-energy, pessimistic, scattered, feel dissatisfied, get annoyed easily, and I feel like life is just pretty dingy and a chore. I learned long ago life is much better when I stay on path! 
Senebty!
Wab Sandie
-------------------- Senior Wab Priest of HetHert-Sekhmet --|<>]
Per Ankh: The Traditional Religion of Ancient Egypt
www.per-ankh.org
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crimson
KOL
Reged: 04/07/03
Posts: 508
Loc: Nottingham, england
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em hotep *bow* i often find that when i am not on my path, things tend to go badly...not that they always go smoothly when i am on the right path however...but it is different...when i am on the right path and "bad" things happen, they tend to be lessons i must learn and they tend to make me a better person, but when i am on the wrong path, it seems that i am going against the flow of the river and everything seems to be a struggle....
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Clay
Priest Candidate
Reged: 04/10/02
Posts: 176
Loc: MD, U.S.A
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19 Mar 04
m htp, *bow*
Being on path, I listen and hear Ntr better, opportunities arise and a fresh view on people, matters and circumstances appear. To echo everyone else a bit, an optimism overcomes me, the world seems ripe with possibilities, newer.
What I like best though, are the quieter moments – when after Rite, the day simply is. I may be at work or at home, reading, or out with friends. Yet, all the while I am surrounded by the humbling sensation of giving love and through it worship, and of being loved in return. Sometimes this sensation swells from the region of my heart, into my throat... joy transformed into an urge to write. This is my favorite expression, writing. 
On path, my entire self is relaxed and open, ready to serve in any capacity.
-------------------- "Holy baboon with shining mane --
my heart belongs to him.
O Djehuty; I shall never fear what you do."
Shanee Crystal Gbelawoe, Priest Candidate
Per AnkhThe Traditional Reigion of Ancient Egypt
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Caithlyn
Priest Candidate
Reged: 08/05/02
Posts: 253
Loc: Ada, Ohio
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Em Hotep! *bows*
This is a very appropriate topic and one that I have been giving a lot of consideration to of late. I took some time off from my daily ritual routine. For some reason, finding excuses not to do the rite or to make that respectful connection with the Netjeru was easier than purifying and having rite. And for a while, I was lost in a world wind of doubts and a constant state of, what I call, 'moving through mud'. I still felt that the Netjeru were in the world, I just didn't feel like They were communicating with me. That for some reason I had become 'unworthy'.
It wasn't that They weren't talking to me, or that I was unworthy of Their attentions, it was that I was failing to make time to honor Them. I was not holding up my side of the relationship.
Having re-established my daily routine of doing the rite, meditation and living in better accordance with Ma'at, I am finding that the 'mud' has gone away. That inspiration and messages are flooding back... sometimes too many messages. But the connection and the relationship is building again.
I think for me, I might have gotten to a point where I took some part of that relationship for granted... almost like when I was a Christian and I said the Lord's Prayer. I would say it so many times, that I never thought about what the words meant, or what the intention was in saying it. So, for me, I needed that break, because I can see and understand so much more clearly just how important being on 'The Path' and Walking with Ma'at really is. It isn't around saying the words, although they are very important, it is about keeping it alive and honest within your heart. To make sure that you don't take something for granted and go through the motions, but take a moment... thing, consider and really communicate. And then be open to the outcome of that relationship and put that into action in your daily life. Carrying it with you every minute, of every day.
This is what Being on the Path has been like for me, and being off of it.
Senebty,
Caithlyn
-------------------- Caithlyn Hydock, Priest Candidate
Per Ankh: The Traditional Religion of Ancient Egypt
http://www.per-ankh.org
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ShaRenKa_Acre
KOL
Reged: 03/13/04
Posts: 59
Loc: NY
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Em Hotep Caithlyn.... *BOW* I feel the very same right now...I mean...not having the time for prayer/worship ect due to not feeling well...and basicly waiting each night for the sun to go down just so I can go to bed...and perhaps for a while forget my pains ect...all else around me has been falling apart. Bills...home life...family life and most of all my life with Netjer....I have to find a way out of this hole and get back on path before I'm burried. Just 5 mos ago..things were so much better..having had more time and energy to do so...but as of late...not so good. It's people in here...Kemet...that have helped me alot in just the few days I've been in here. Reading all your posts ect...has opened my eyes to refocusing not on my physical problems....but instead focus back on Netjer, then and only then will things fall back into place. Enshala ShaRenKa
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Shepenmut
KOL
Reged: 10/17/02
Posts: 753
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I strayed from the path and trying to find my way back. Procrastination and right out deceitfulness to my mother is what to blame. My mother did not understand nor approve of my religion.
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WabJenSoko
Wab Priest / KOL Newsletter Editor / Central Regio
Reged: 08/22/01
Posts: 850
Loc: Lost in Middle America
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Hotep *bow*
Being on Path (and my mind keeps switching the letters to think I'm reading "being on Ptah" which is a completely different (and more than a little scary) thing )--most important thing to remember for me is that being on path is a journey, not a destination.
Someone once told me that the thing to remember about Ma'at is that it's a road you travel. In one direction, there's isfet. In the other, there's Ma'at. We often find ourselves traveling towards isfet, and like begets like. The crap starts piling up until we need to pull our boots up to our eyeballs. However, all it takes to get back on the path to Ma'at is simply to turn around to face the other direction. Like the old saying--first thing you do when you find you're in a hole is QUIT DIGGING! Yet many of us still hold on to our shovels in a death-grip, because we keep thinking we have to shovel the crap out, when what we really need to do is put the shovel down and start walking up the slope.
What we're not used to here in the west is making things right in the spirit world first. We keep thinking that if we have the outer shell (the small stuff) all dusted up nice and shiny, then we can fill it with goodness later on. That ain't the way things work when you're kemetic (or approaching kemetic) - we work closely with the spirit world, and by doing so, we tacitly accept that since we can affect it, that it can also affect us. That means we have to maintain it the way we maintain our outer lives.
It's hard to get out of a downward rut. But making the initial effort doesn't have to be a big thing. It's hard to break the inertia of isfet, but keep in mind that the benefits of doing so are cumulative. I notice that if I get into ruts like this, when I finally get off my franny and start something, even if it's small, other small things start happening to complement it. I perform daily rite and I develop the energy to load the dishwasher twice in one day, thereby letting me go to bed with an empty sink. Which spurs me on the following morning to clean the counters, and with a clean counter on which to set my laptop, I can finally get over the hump of that one scene that's kept my story from progressing. Getting that unstuck then lets me move on to the horizontal filing cabinet that is my dining room table, which gives me a clean space to open up my writing notebooks and start scribbling brainstorming ideas about my next few chapters. That gets me into a good enough mood to take my son out to play at the bookstore or somewhere else that kids can jump around, like our local YMCA. I come back and I'm ready to tackle the living room with all the toys, etc. etc. etc. Pretty soon, I have a house I can live with, my writing is flowing, my kid isn't climbing the walls from boredom, and daily rite is something I look forward to every day.
It doesn't happen overnight. But it does happen. All it takes is that turn around to look towards Ma'at.
-------------------- senebty,
Jen Sokoloski, Wab Priest of Ptah
Per AnkhThe Traditional Religion of Ancient Egypt
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ShaRenKa_Acre
KOL
Reged: 03/13/04
Posts: 59
Loc: NY
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Em Hotep Wab JenSoko! *Bow* First off...let me say I love your humor in your writing;) Made me laugh a few times. But so right about Path. After last nights solitude/prayers ect...(till almost 5 am this morning) I came up refreshed..new wind, and can see alight at the end of the tunnel. I know it will be slow going...as you put it..as I my boots were to my eyes, but since last night...they shrunk down to my chin;) It's a snowball effect....it took several months to get this bad...will most likely take as long to "Shovel" the last bit out! I am back on path....and have many of you to thank....not only for the prayers...but also for all the enlightenment I have gotten from reading many many forums. All are so positive...and full of Light....and it's contageous;) Enshala ShaRenKa
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